Three-time Golden Heart® finalist and Laurie winner, Kelly Gay, can finally say this is her year. With fifteen years of writing and several manuscripts under her belt, she thought 2005 was her year. After all, she’d signed with an agent, finaled in the Romance Writers of America® Golden Heart and won a Laurie; it would seem she was on her way to a sale. But it took three more years of writing, beating back self-doubt, not placing in a single contest, and parting ways (amicably) with her first agent for lightning to strike again.
In 2008, she landed a new agent, double-finaled in the Golden Heart, and sold her urban fantasy manuscript, The Better Part of Darkness, to Pocket Books in a two-book deal, all in the span of five amazing months. She’s still wondering if she fell down the rabbit hole . . .. If so, she’s setting up house in Wonderland permanently.
In actuality, Kelly lives in North Carolina with her husband, two children, two absurdly large cats and one normally (still absurdly) large Great Dane, and her beloved Alpha Smart.
Read on to learn more about Kelly and her amazing journey to publication. All those leaving a comment for her will be entered in a drawing for a Sees Candy gift card.
Kelly’s first novel with Pocket, The Better Part of Darkness, will be released summer 2009. It tells the story of Charlie Madigan, a divorced mother of one, who lives in a world where the beings of heaven and hell exist among us, and they aren’t the things of Sunday school lessons and Hallmark figurines. In the years since the revelation, they’ve become our co-workers, neighbors, and fellow citizens.
Charlie works for the ITF (Integration Task Force). It’s her job to see that the continued integration of our new “friends” goes smoothly and everyone obeys the law, but when a new off-world drug is released in Underground Atlanta, her daughter is targeted, and her ex-husband makes a fateful bargain to win her back, there’s nothing in heaven or earth (or hell for that matter) that Charlie won’t do to set things right.
How did you react when you got The Call?
When I got the final call from my agent (we went through “interest”, readings by other editors at Pocket, an offer, and then some negotiating before I got that final call), it was a very surreal moment. I got off the phone and just sat there, frozen, for a long time. But once it set in, an enormous weight lifted from my shoulders. All the hard work, 15 years of writing and wondering if I was on the right path—well, it was a giant validation. I cried, couldn’t stop laughing, and jumped around the house, and I’m still saying to myself even now, “I can’t believe I sold.”
I spent most of the day calling family and emailing friends and writing loops. That was the most fun I’ve ever had. It was especially cool to tell my writing friends; they understand the bumps and bruises along the road to publication, and their reactions (most of them knowing how long it took me to sell) were so awesome.
What led you to write romances?
The book that sold to Pocket is an urban fantasy, but I have a few romantic comedies and paranormals that I wrote prior to TBPD (The Better Part of Darkness). I started writing romances because that’s one of the genres I love to read. I adore romantic comedies. I also gobble up anything paranormal. (Sherrilyn Kenyon, Gena Showalter, Kresely Cole and Karen Marie Moning totally rock).
How did you go about getting your agent?
Colleen Lindsay at Fine Print Literary became my agent in February of 2008. During my daily blog surfing, I saw that a new agent had hung out her shingle. After visiting her blog and reading about her interests, I felt TBPD might be a good fit.
Colleen requested the full from an email query and a few sample pages, read it in under a week, and then sent me an email saying that she was interested in representing me. After speaking with her on the phone (I was so nervous!) and asking a ton of questions via email, I knew she was the right agent to represent my work. She’s down to earth, way smart, knows the industry, and she’s not afraid to go to bat for a client.
What’s the best advice you’ve received about writing?
The best advice I’ve gotten and can pass along is simple and obvious, but I feel it’s the best bit of advice you have to take to heart if you’re going to make it in the business. Keep writing!
That’s it. There’s no magic formula. It really is all about sitting down and writing. Your writing will get better and better. You’ll turn out books. You’ll write in the face of rejection, in whatever obstacles are thrown in your path. Even if it’s God awful, like Nora Roberts says, you can fix a bad page, but you can’t fix a blank one.
Which of your stories is closest to your heart?
TBPD is pretty close to my heart because I had Charlie’s story in the back of my mind for years. I kept wondering “what if’s”: What if our myths and traditions of heaven and hell were based on some obscure truth? What if the beings in them were nothing like we had imagined? And what if this woman, Charlie, works on the front lines, dealing with the integration of our societies, and suddenly she’s forced to make a terrible choice when it comes to her child?
Charlie is close to my heart because I’m a mom, too. I know the fierce nature of a mom protecting her young, and I can certainly relate to the nuclear explosion that I’d bring upon anyone or any thing that threatened my child and the fall-out that would follow. In Charlie’s story, however, it’s all amplified by supernatural beings and powers beyond her control.
What part of writing brings you the greatest enjoyment?
A typical writing day usually involves comments in the margins like: “This is terrible.” “Fix this!” “Gah!”
But I love writing, and I do it because I’m compelled, it seems, by forces beyond my control. There are stories in my head that demand to get out. They want their moment in the spotlight. They want an audience.
There is nothing like those moments when the words flow and the story takes on a life of its own. It’s a really cool feeling when you’re swept away by a story, when you get tears in your eyes or get ticked off by a character’s choice. There’s immense satisfaction in giving that kind of entertainment to others, to know that, for a little while, you were able to take them away from the daily grind and show them your world.
How do you fuel your creativity?
I fuel my creativity by reading, art, and movies. I love pre-Raphaelite painters. Their work is so romantic and beautiful; the mind can’t help but be inspired. And there’s nothing like an awesome book or movie to make me want to jump up and write something just as awesome.
Music helps me get into certain moods, but I can’t listen to it when I’m writing because I end up listening to the lyrics instead.
And if chocolate (as I look at my giant M&Ms dispenser on my desk) fueled my creativity, I’d be Stephen King and Steven Speilberg all wrapped up in one by now!
Unfortunately, chocolate only adds to the pound-count not the page-count.
How do you deal with the hills and valleys of a writer’s life such as rejection, discouragement and doubts?
Again, for me at least, there is no better way to deal with rejection or doubt except to keep writing. Act any way you want. Cry, get angry, eat Godivas like they’re going out of style, but however you cope, you must continue with your writing. I’ve racked up hundreds of rejections over the past fifteen years. And the only way I’ve found that gets me through it is to react (usually a few minutes of sulking followed by a beer and pizza
and then to continue writing.
Letting rejections get to you can stifle your drive and creativity. You have to develop a thick skin and realize that not everyone is going to like your work, even when you’re a New York Times bestselling author. You can’t please everyone. But until then, you hone your craft and learn from the “good” rejections.
Eventually you’ll get to a point where you’re writing material on par with published works. After that, it’s just a matter of finding the right person who gets you and loves your work. But still, you need to keep writing. That first “on par” manuscript may not be the one that actually sells.
What encouragement would you offer those of us on the road to publication?
After I hit ten years of writing, I told myself five more years. If I wasn’t published by then, that was it. I had to face the facts. I had to move on, finish my degree, focus on my family, and just be happy with all I’d been blessed with thus far. I mean, how long could I keep putting myself through one disappointment after another?
My five years was up last year. And when that moment came around, I quit writing for a few months. I started taking classes again to finish my degree. But, I couldn’t stop my creative mind or the habits I’d developed as a writer, a creator. It’s part of my make-up.
I finally came to the decision that I didn’t want to get to the end of my life and look back with regret or wonder what could have been. Even if I never sold a thing, I wanted to try until the very end or until the creative spark left me. Had I listened to my timeline, I would have missed my sale by a mere year.
So, if there’s any encouragement I can give other writers, it’s not to give up. Not if you’re a creator at heart. Not if you continue to think of stories, scenes, and bits of dialogue in the shower, riding in the car, or in the middle of the night when you can’t sleep. Listen to your calling. KEEP WRITING. KEEP SUBMITTING. It will happen.
Leave a comment for Kelly:
Have a question for Kelly? Want to know more about her writing process, her stories or Pocket Books? Leave a comment. She’ll be dropping by throughout the day to chat with you.
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Since chocolate is one of Kelly’s prime sources of creativity fueling, I’m holding a drawing for a $15 Sees Candy gift card, one dollar for each year Kelly held on waiting for that oh-so-sweet first sale. Each person who leaves a comment will be entered.
Congratulations to Lynn Raye Harris, winner of the drawing.
Learn more about Kelly:
Her website: http://www.kellygay.net
Her blog: http://kellygay.blogspot.com/


July 14, 2008 at 12:37 am
Kelly,
What a wonderful post! Your story is so inspiring to others and I’m thrilled for your sale.
You definitely earned it!
July 14, 2008 at 5:53 am
I really enjoyed reading more about you Kelly and am so happy for you in this super exciting
event. What a success story. Very inspiring.
July 14, 2008 at 6:40 am
Thanks C.J. and Beth!! I’m glad you liked the interview; it’s a little nerve-wracking to be honest, since it’s my first one and all . . . I appreciate you both stopping by.
July 14, 2008 at 6:48 am
Kelly, I love your story and I’m so glad you didn’t stop writing. What a great story! I hope you have much success with Pocket Books!!! Go Kelly!!!
Can’t wait to BUY and READ your book! Woohoo!
July 14, 2008 at 6:50 am
Keli, I love the way you do these interviews. I hardly have any time for blogs but I’m going to have to stop by every day to see what you have going on. Good job!!!
July 14, 2008 at 6:54 am
Such a great and inspiring post, Kelly, my fellow Pixie Chick! So much here that I needed to hear. Everyone who tries this crazy gig hears that you have to stick with it, never give up. It is nice to hear what happens when someone follows that advice.
I have been writing since I was nine (forty years if you just HAVE to know!)I have stopped and started, let three college degrees, a wonderful marriage, widowhood too soon, and an opera career take precedence and through it all I STILL had to write. It was a compulsion. Is that how it was for you, Kelly? Kind of like eating chocolate – an addiction you can’t give up?
Which was harder, getting the agent or selling the book? Did you keep all your rejections? When did you know it was time to FINISH with one manuscript in the query/submission process and move on to the next?
July 14, 2008 at 6:59 am
Thanks so much Theresa! And I can’t wait to buy and read your books one day — it’s just a matter of time!!
July 14, 2008 at 7:00 am
Kelly, your story and your positive attitude really are inspiring. I’m so thrilled you SOLD – I love it when great things happen to great people.
Can’t wait to read The Better Part of Darkness. I’m a sucker for stories where moms kick butt in order to protect their kids. Will I need tissues?
July 14, 2008 at 7:11 am
Louisa! Dang, you ARE inspiring! Kudos to you for sticking with it; it’s definitely a compulsion I can understand. It’s like even when you do give up (I can’t tell you how many times I threw in the towel for a day or two), you keep coming back to it b/c I had an idea blooms and that demands attention.
It was harder to get the agent. I went through a nice big round of queries and rejections before Colleen took me on. It was a much longer process than selling. I really think it all depends on the agent, though, and the market; stuff like that. Because the first time around, it was easier to get the agent and way harder to sell — in fact, I never did.
And yes, I have all my rejections going back to 1992!!
I think it’s time to put a manuscript to bed when you’ve exhausted all your opportunities. You’ve submitted to the agents on your list, the editors, entered in contests, etc . . . There’s certainly something to be said for looking at ways to revise and make it more appealing, but you also don’t want to waste valuable writing time on something that is obviously not clicking with anyone. But, really, first you need to go out wide and exhaust your options before you get there, ya know? You have to listen to that gut feeling. And nothing is really put to bed entirely b/c that old dusty ms on the shelf might be perfect for a new line or something that comes up later . . .
July 14, 2008 at 7:13 am
LOL. Thanks Anne! Yeah, you might need some tissues!
July 14, 2008 at 7:19 am
What a great interview. I love your advice to keep writing through the hills and valleys.
July 14, 2008 at 7:23 am
Congratulations Kelly, I think you have it made from here. I’m looking forward to the book release, sounds very interesting. Don’t forget to let us know when you’ll have your first autographing. By the way, what kind of M&Ms do you like? Plain, peanut, almond, peanut butter?
July 14, 2008 at 7:33 am
Having had the privilege of reading THE BETTER PART OF DARKNESS in its early stages, I heartily recommend everyone run out and buy it when it hits the stands. It’s a fabulous book, and Kelly, you’re a fabulous author. I didn’t know you’d gone so far as to contemplate quitting, or I would have hunted you down and badgered you until you saw the error of your ways. It would have been such a shame for everyone to miss out on your books! Thanks for perservering. You rock!
July 14, 2008 at 7:38 am
Kelly, I am soooo excited for you. What an inspirational story. And your book sounds fabulously intriguing; it’s no wonder it sold! Best wishes with Pocket (make that Pixie Chick wishes!) Can’t wait to see your “baby” on the shelves!
July 14, 2008 at 7:43 am
Kelly: Thanks so much! I LOVE to read the stories where people make it after ups and downs, instead of “instantly”. I especially love that you continued after your self-imposed deadline. Woo-hoo! You’ve given me hope on a Monday morning (and that’s hard).
July 14, 2008 at 7:48 am
Thanks, Keri!
Hey Qaey! Thanks for stopping by! I love the plain ones. I have this big, plastic M&M guy and you press his hand down and the M&Ms come out of his other hand right into mine — so cool. The Hub got me the plain pink ones for Valentine’s Day with my name printed on them and stuff; one of my all-time favorite gifts!
Jenna! Yay, so glad you popped on over. Thanks for the nice words about TBPD. You rock, too!!
July 14, 2008 at 8:06 am
Very inspiring, Kelly!! Thanks for sharing and congratulations! I submitted my first ms in 1995. *sigh* And then I quit for far too long when I let the rejections get to me, though I never stopped telling myself stories. And then I decided I better get back to it.
Haven’t regretted a moment since.
So what’s your process? Are you a plotter or a pantster? Do you write a fast first draft and then fix everything? Or do you write a slower draft and have a finished ms when you’re done?
July 14, 2008 at 8:34 am
Hiya, Kristina and fellow Pixie! Thanks for the nice words!
Susan! So glad to see you here, woman! And I’m glad to give a positive spin to your Monday morning.
Lynn — hmm, well, these days I’m definitely a pantser when it comes to the rough draft. It’s a very fast, very short (65,000 words or so) draft. Rough drafts are the toughest part for me, so I try to just sit down and write all the way through. Even through the crappy parts. I’ll leave a lot of comments in the margins as far as research notes or sub plot notes or internal stuff. I love to dive into the second draft, though, and really start to flesh things out. That’s the fun part! I used to start my writing day by editing what I wrote the day before; to get me back in the mood, but I always found myself lingering on the editing and not writing new material, so now I just save myself some time and bang it all out at once.
July 14, 2008 at 8:37 am
Oh, and Lynn, I forgot to say . . . awesome to hear you’re keeping at it. You go!
July 14, 2008 at 10:45 am
Kelly,
Thanks for sharing your inspiring story. I loved the part when you talked about not putting deadlines on your success, something which I’ve found myself doing. It just leads to frustration and discouragement, which are not good for the creative process. Wishing you big sales!
July 14, 2008 at 12:08 pm
Huge congrats, Kelly! You know how thrilled I am for you! I can’t wait to read TBPOD!
July 14, 2008 at 12:42 pm
Kelly, you are an inspiration for anyone who has a dream and needs a reason to hold onto it. And a great role model, too.
July 14, 2008 at 1:16 pm
Thanks for the good wishes, Emily!
Hiya Deb!! Glad you could stop by.
Margay, thanks so much for the very kind words.
July 14, 2008 at 2:35 pm
Hi Kelly (if I call you Kay forgive me. I keep mixing your two names together!)
Congratulations on your sale. And thanks for sharing your ups and downs. It really gives the rest of us hope.
Do you write anything else besides urban fantasy?
With the way this year is going, wouldn’t be surprised if you won your GH category.
Sue (who also has an enormously large white princess cat!)
July 14, 2008 at 10:50 pm
Kelly,
It was an honor to have you visit Romance Writers on the Journey. I enjoyed having this opportunity to get to know more about you and to hear the story of your incredible persistence as you traveled the long road to publication. You’re an inspiration. Congratulations, again, on making that first sale.
Lynn,
Congratulations! I gathered the names of all those who left comments for Kelly today, dropped them in the hat, and yours was the one I pulled out. You won a $15 Sees Candy gift card.
July 15, 2008 at 12:16 am
Love ya Kelly! You know you’re my hero. Congrats again!
(Please don’t enter me in the contest.)
July 15, 2008 at 4:20 am
Aww, thanks, Emma!
July 15, 2008 at 4:23 am
Hey Sue! I must have the white prince to your princess, lol. Well, he behaves more like the king . . .
I do write outside of urban fantasy – Young Adult. Those are the two areas I’m concentrating my efforts upon right now.
July 15, 2008 at 5:31 am
Hey Kelly, just stopping by to say congrats on your sale!!! Way to go!
July 15, 2008 at 6:56 am
Congratulations Kelly! You deserve this! (Coming from a person who travelled a small part of the journey with you.) If you hadn’t been there, I would have never been inspired to follow my own path. Can’t wait to hold your book in my hands next year! YAY!
July 15, 2008 at 12:03 pm
Thanks Kristen!
Aww, Jax! You’re so sweet, but I think you would have found your path regardless of me. You were meant to be a writer!!